Monday, May 5, 2008

Just in case...

Just in case y'all thought I forgot about Brasil...Minas Gerais...Belo Horizonte...here's a little something that musically expresses a spiritual journey...




Friday, May 2, 2008

a poem remembered...

So I remembered a poem the other day, while reading a poetry book of Pablo Neruda. It's by Eduardo Galeano and it's called "Utopía." I first read it on a poster I bought from the FMLN office in El Salvador...

I'm not very good at translating, here's the basic gist:

Ella está en el horizonte. (She is on the horizon)
Me acerco dos pasos, (I move two steps closer)
ella se aleja dos pasos. (And she walks two more steps)
Camino diez pasos into the distance (And she walks two more steps)
y el horizonte se corre (I walk ten steps)
diez pasos más allá. (and the horizon runs ten more steps)
Por mucho que yo camine (For as much as I move closer...)
nunca la alcanzaré. (I never reach her.)
¿Para qué sirve la utopía? (For what then serves the utopia?)
Para eso sirve: (For this it serves:)
para caminar. (To Walk.)

walking horizon,

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Stuck in a Rut

So...I'm homesick. I feel so empty. Hollow. For the first time today, I actually wish I could go home. I've missed people before now. But now, I wish I could go home. I know this is temporary and it will pass, but for the time being, the emotions are overwhelming. I'm struggling to find balance. Struggling to find ways here where I am right now, to feel like myself again, maybe not the same, but me.


Sunday, April 13, 2008



I Know the Plans by Waterdeep

You talk of hating war
Where's your own peace time?
Don't love anymore
All my children...
You linger in your mind
Everyone's so unkind
You forgot about the mines that you laid in your land

I know the plans I have for you.
I know the things that I want for you to do.
I know the plans I have for you
And it hurts sometimes to see you blind

You read up on the lies?
Keep them in motion
So clever that disguise of devotion
You say that there's no time
But there you stand joking
You forgot that I'm the one
who weighs the words that you've spoken

I know the plans I have for you
I know the things that I want for you to do
I know the plans I have for you
And it hurts sometimes to see you cry

You talk of hating war
Where's your own peace time?
Don't love anymore
I know the plans I have for you
I know the things that I want for you to do
I know the plans I have for you
I know the things that I want for you to do
Plans to prosper
Plans to not fail
Plans for hope
Plans for peace
Plans for love

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Peyote Song. Blessed Father

This is really cool (thanks Sudheesh) Ya'll should watch it:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RToysdJryKE

Friday, April 11, 2008

Missions is a two way street.

Today at CEREIMI, Pastor Rojas did a devotional for the kids. He said, as he's repeatedly said how grateful the kids should be for having me there, that I dropped everything in the U.S. to come here, blah blah. I do realize that he is meaning to be appreciative and thankful and had very good intentions, BUT...it's really not that big of a deal. I listened to God's voice and somehow ended up here. I didn't really "drop" everything to come here, this is just part of my life. It's not about "here" and "there." Furthermore, what about Erlinda (director), Luzmira and Miriam(kitchen), and what about the pastor. They are doing what they are because they feel led to do it, most likely. If a big deal is made about me, then the same big deal should be made about them. What they do is important too, even more so, b/c they aren't leaving in December. Is it because I came from the U.S.? I struggle with the image that the kids may have in their heads. I don't like the whole idea of the big, rich Gringos helping out the poor Chilean kids. That's bull. Yes, people in the U.S. financially contribute to the projects here as well contribute physically with the work teams that come every year. Relationships are built, broadening God's community, which is super important and a huge part of what missions is. But I feel like people here only see missions as one-sided, the U.S. sends and Chile receives. But missions should be two way. How awesome would it be to have Chilean young adults doing the Mission Intern program in the U.S.? Maybe Chileans couldn't contribute financially to the social institutions in the U.S. or maybe they could, but what would be MOST important is the spiritual contribution, as well as a non-U.S. perspective on things. U.S. congregations would benefit greatly as well as whatever social agency they would be placed in. How much could be learned, shared, experienced!

Here's some pictures from CEREIMI~we went to the beach today. The adult in the middle picture is Erlinda, the director of CEREIMI:





Monday, March 31, 2008

CEREIMI pics

Here are some pics from CEREIMI. If you double click on them, you can view them easier.